I hear ya Rocco, lost a few aswell. One in paticular I cannot get the images out of my head. Friend of mine took his life with a shotgun. All I wanted to do was go yell at him because he was on the verge of losing his job. Wish he would have locked his door that day.
Life is truely great, only if you try to make the best of it. I know too many people that bitch and moan on a daily basis just living their lives in anger. What's the point of that? I too have my bad days, but understand that in order to live your life to the fullest you can't dwell on misery. You say happy wife, happy life. Which is indeed true, but also equally true for yourself. My favorite is when I get upset over something I will laugh and think what good will come out of this anger? Try to reverse it. Some cannot be helped, but still try to make the best of it, and time will heal. Have a great hump day everyone!